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As you can tell, this website is still under construction. I have never made a website in html before, so I'm still learning.
Irl, I have a problem. I'm very bad at speaking my mind. I think this has negatively affected my relationships and life in general. Most of my friends are people I am only friends with because I've known them since elementary school, and I only talk to them at school. Even then, I don't think they know the real me. I've created a persona of an awkward straight man. I may not know what popular musicians are or play video games with other people often, or even go visit other people, or even text people if I don't need them for something, but to them I'm not offensive or anything. Problem is, I don't see myself as that. I do have offensible traits, not offensive in the modern, "I want to get other people angry for the sake of trolling them" usage. I don't like hurting people for no reason. However, because of the persona I've created for myself in the real world, opening up about my true self is difficult.
Luckily, the internet exists. I've tried to make this website as anonymous as possible with the goal of talking about anything that comes to mind. More specifically, things I wouldn't talk about in real life. Not everything will be serious. Anime, for example, is something I don't talk about much to my friends, as the only common ground we have are a few popular ones. If I bring up a "normal" but relatively unknown manga the conversation's dead on arrival. I don't want to spoil the entire plot for them. If I bring up a less normal but more well known one, it's like walking on eggshells. But there's no way they've ever heard of neocities so I have nothing to fear!
You can expect some word vomit about the thing I'm obsessed over this week, some complaining about stuff, etc, etc. Criticism is welcome. Some topics will be a bit nsfw but I don't intend to upload any explicit media. If I write something without proper trigger warnings, tell me. Same with grammar, factual inacuracies, or you just not liking me. If the internet says I said something fucked up then I probably said something really fucked up.